Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Tense moments
Things don't move as I wish. But sometimes they do, but lately. My mind is getting impatient craving to happen them early. How do I console this mind?
Yeaaahhhh, I know!!!!!!!!
That's human mind. Greedy, impatient, always unsatisfied. Anayway that's the way things are in this suck'in world. Here ends again, another chapter in my life. I made few pals with strong bonds. But, heck! time wears out everthing. But still wish to keep in touch with everyone, I want. Lots of learnings but lots of regrets too. With few happy moments, far away from this place, back at home. But losses outnumbered earnings, as usual.
People, skills, bucks, place, climate, pain, pleasure and everything life offered during last one and half year or so, has been like riding rollarcoster without safety belt. It took me to heights, dropped to lows, also banged mercilessly as victim of circumstances.
Thanks lord, I was fool enough to keep on going. Otherwise, where could I have found courage. Finally, what counts is doing things differently as said by Martin in following quote.
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Ralph like us was willing to be a fool. And the way to get to the top of the heap in terms of developing original research is to be a fool, because only fools keep trying. You have idea number 1, you get excited, and it flops. Then you have idea number 2, you get excited, and it flops. Then you have idea number 99, you get excited, and it flops. Only a fool would be excited by the 100th idea, but it might take 100 ideas before one really pays off. Unless you're foolish enough to be continually excited, you won't have the motivation, you won't have the energy to carry it through. God rewards fools.
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Martin Hellman
Yeaaahhhh, I know!!!!!!!!
That's human mind. Greedy, impatient, always unsatisfied. Anayway that's the way things are in this suck'in world. Here ends again, another chapter in my life. I made few pals with strong bonds. But, heck! time wears out everthing. But still wish to keep in touch with everyone, I want. Lots of learnings but lots of regrets too. With few happy moments, far away from this place, back at home. But losses outnumbered earnings, as usual.
People, skills, bucks, place, climate, pain, pleasure and everything life offered during last one and half year or so, has been like riding rollarcoster without safety belt. It took me to heights, dropped to lows, also banged mercilessly as victim of circumstances.
Thanks lord, I was fool enough to keep on going. Otherwise, where could I have found courage. Finally, what counts is doing things differently as said by Martin in following quote.
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Ralph like us was willing to be a fool. And the way to get to the top of the heap in terms of developing original research is to be a fool, because only fools keep trying. You have idea number 1, you get excited, and it flops. Then you have idea number 2, you get excited, and it flops. Then you have idea number 99, you get excited, and it flops. Only a fool would be excited by the 100th idea, but it might take 100 ideas before one really pays off. Unless you're foolish enough to be continually excited, you won't have the motivation, you won't have the energy to carry it through. God rewards fools.
--
Martin Hellman
